3. Collaboration: The nipples. Zone to discover
Tuesday, October 6th, 2009 
After a few months, such was the confidence he had, which I do not care that Rachel saw how I masturbated. It is the only person in this world who has seen me do and many times. Face up, touching her breasts, after having received so much pleasure, I masturbated with my hand. And I found pleasure in doing so in different ways for her to see. I asked him not to look. At first, she closed her eyes but at times he would open and I smiled.
From the outset I said I did not care that I looked, but it took two or three sessions to do so outright. Since then no longer closed. With her smile, their faces, sometimes with a slight laugh, encouraged me. One day, at the end of a massage, he confessed that he liked to watch and I realized that for me was part of the pleasure, and became more intense. The massage had begun very seriously, it had become the greatest pleasure I have ever seen. 
I still remember and I curse the hour that I could not control myself and in a very unconscious, maybe not, many sleepless nights I imagined that she touched his genitals and masturbated me, when I was rubbing his belly, took her hand and closed over the penis with my hand on him. Rachel pulled out immediately and became very angry. The massage ended as usual, but Rachel was not looking or smiling at me.
Before I left I apologized. But she said before returning the call, because I was not sure she wanted to continue with the massages. And when I called I said no, not again. That was in January 2009. A few days ago, when he planned to write this story, which is entirely real, I have called back but does not answer the phone. Yesterday I called my friend who introduced me and told me he is no longer in Barcelona, which has gone with her son to a town in Andalusia, where his mother, who is very old and dying. Rachel was a single mother. Probably will remain to live on their land.
This story made me think about another, this much older-I am a mature man, when a friend of mine married, older than me, asked me several times he touched the breasts and caressed her nipples because her husband it did and when I called, lasted a moment. He went straight to the point, he said. Now I know why I asked what I learned from her to do and I've always worked with women. I did not know before I met Rachel, was that I could enjoy as much or more than them. Then I know, but unfortunately, I have also discovered that very few women, but very few!, You know, touching the nipples of a man and take him to the stars.
Lately, I have tocármelos myself because at this point, I go from failure to failure. Furthermore, it is the same. For that, a woman is even more necessary than for masturbation.
September 2009.
