(1.) The Seduction of Desire. Preamble
Saturday, December 19th, 2009Maria met on the Internet.
Hit it off, the second or third thing I asked was the age, and although I lied a little, was not enough, all told me that he was attracted to men who were almost a generation older than her.
But, although I do not usually spend much time people can be interesting, but which there is no possibility of bed - so it does not spend time to male friendships, football does not interest me, nor do I care about the results of Nadal or Alonso - Maria if I was interested. I had conversation, I had ideas ... and I was hoping that, as in Cohen's song "Chelsea Hotel"
You tell me you prefer handsome men
But for me Will you do an exception
do for my one exception, change his mind, once I had known personally, and be charmed by my legendary charisma, and decided they wanted to make love with me.
But I was seduced. I was seduced (or rather abducted) and taken to a world of strange music, and reasonable discussions, and arguments and quarrels and ruptures, as brief and unexpected.
And we went to used to each other, though I'm not sure the other one is accustomed to. But yes, probably yes.
And of course, came the time when I really needed to know that she had been accepted, and I, man at last, and as such primary evidence needed cotton to accept me in your bed ...
And he said, and he said that since the first day had not been attracted to me, I had said, and therefore, as friends as they please, nothing to fuck.
Well, there we cut.
For two days, long, endless days.
But their friendship had for me.
And mine had for her.
So we try to solve the complicated issue
- I do not want fuck you
- But if we do not spend the night together, I feel that I do not accept
- You want to spend the night?
- If
- For that no problem, if you want more.
- Well, I resigned
In a way, nobody lost face, gave me a degree of privacy than a friend, and finally the fuck is a step - important way - in a friendship that goes way beyond sex.
So we made a first trip together, a night together, where we slept in separate beds during the middle of the night, and the same, but our bodies touched dresses rather than their hands ...
And we Watchers
And keep writing
And back out of travel
Yesterday we returned
(Continued)









