(1.) The Seduction of Desire. Preamble
Maria met online.
Hit it off, the second or third thing I asked was the age, and although I lied a little, it was not enough, I said that all he was attracted to men who were almost a generation older than her.
But, although I do not usually spend much time people can be interesting, but with which there is no bed possible - thus I do not spend time on male friendships, football does not interest me, nor do I care about the results of Nadal and Alonso - Maria if I was interested. I had conversation, I had ideas ... and I was hoping that, as in Cohen's song "Chelsea Hotel"
You tell me you prefer handsome men
But for me Will you do an exception
do for my one exception, change his mind, once I had known personally, and be charmed by my legendary charisma, and decided they wanted to make love with me.
But I was seduced. I was seduced (or rather abducted) and taken to a world of strange music, and reasonable conversations, and discussions and quarrels and ruptures, as brief and unexpected.
And we went to used to each other, although I'm not so sure that the other one is accustomed to. But yes, probably yes.
And of course, came the time when I really needed to know that she had been accepted, and I, man at last, and as such primary evidence needed cotton, to accept me in bed ...
And he said, and he said that from the first day had not been attracted to me, I had said, and therefore, as friends as they please, nothing to fuck.
Well, there we cut.
For two days, long, endless days.
But their friendship had for me.
And mine had for her.
So we try to solve the complicated issue
- I do not want fuck you
- But if we do not spend the night together, I feel that I accept
- You want to spend the night with me?
- If
- For that no problem, if you want more.
- Well, I resigned
In a way, nobody lost face, gave me a degree of privacy than a friend, and finally the fuck is a step - important way - on a path of friendship that goes beyond sex.
So we made a first trip together, a night together, where we sleep in separate beds in the middle of the night, and in it, but our bodies more than raiment touched hands ...
And we Watchers
And keep writing
And back out of travel
Yesterday we returned
(Continued)
