(3.) Seduction of Desire. Epilogue
But it was not.
Maria was raised doubts about my intentions, as if they were not clear!
And me too. About the intentions of Mary in the medium / long term to meet them. Did not need to be today, nor on the next trip, but found that it was important to my complete acceptance. That is, not only my spirit, but also my body in the flesh. So far, spirit and body are inseparable, and in the short term I hope they continue that way. Mary told me that "as friends" at the end of the world. And from the first day he said no, and had not moved an inch (I do not know what it is, but it must be something tiny) of their position. And it's true. He has not moved, I can not say I cheated.
Well worth it.
The seduction of desire is sweet if there is a possibility of realization.
Not that day, not another day, but it must be the door open for completion, a window of hope.
If not, does not work.
Too bad, because I love Maria heart
But I wish with every pore of my skin
So ended the love story of friendship followed by one that has fewer surprises, I will have more time for you, Baudelaire readers semblables months, month frères.
And recommence the blog
Barcelona, Carcassonne, the end of autumn 2009
